I realize

I realize

A hope binds me with you,

A conscience tells me that we will meet again,

As I see the sun, I realize that every dawn has its dusk.

Dreams make me feel your presence,

An intuition behold me that you are within me,

As I observe in my garden, I realize every rose has its thorn.

But somehow I get this feeling ‘if you were here, then...’

Though aware of reality, I lose myself in imagination,

As I see your reflection, I realize life is like this.

Even now moments spent together is played constantly in my mind and heart,

Though conscious of outcomes, I miss you tonnes and I either rejoice or express within myself,

As I notice time it’s late then I realize I have to be ready for the day ahead!

As I contemplate, I realize, I am in love with you.

You and I

You and I

Started as fellows, you and I ended up being  friends,

Being strangers, you and I had differences,

Being fellows, you and I had a similar motive.

Walking in different paths, you and I met in a turning,

Never thought it would be so wonderful, two strangers work to attain something,

Never realized you and I have become so close that the feelings of separation scares me.

Travelling everyday together, you and I has some destination,

Each day being inspired by different creative ideas and by that smile straight from your heart,

You an dI definitely have different connections.

Each day different classes, issues and concerns to share,

Buut you and I had our special one on one session that flare,

And that grin when I burst out with frustration which I will never forget.

Then the roads diverged and you took the best one for you,

And I remain with the one less travelled but without you,

Hoping and wishing to remain same with our little mocks and loads feelings to glare and cheer.

You ad I will miss every moments spent together,

You and I hope to be true friends though far away,

You and I wish to be good friends throughout the time we can.

You and I expect to be who we are and continue what’s going between us.

A journey

Everyone is in a journey, a journey of life where there are different ways, different turnings and different people involved and this is my journey.

A journey

A journey of transformation has started,

With hopeful eyes and feelings unexpressed,

With determinations high and efforts endless.

A voyage with destination on an unknown path has initiated,

With small deeds and big expectations,

With innocent of children abundance.

An exploration of unidentified talents has begun,

With loads of enthusiasm and energy,

With lots of failure and few successes.

And here we go together holding our hands,

With combined goals to achieve and joys to celebrate,

With different stories to share and worries to ease.

A journey where I, you and we; together travel for a cause indeed.

July 3, 2013

Waiting to Fly

Waiting to Fly!

I am not a bird but have wings,
I want to fly high.
I can see the beautiful blue sky,
The sky who wants to embrace me.
But I cant, I am bound in chains,
Locked in a cage left to cry.
I am not jealous of people who are in that sky.
Instead I feel go fly away you freebies,
At least you can embrace your part of sky.
And I sit questioning myself and my faith,
Why is it me that you choose to paralyze by the situation.
I lie with this pain that my part of sky is empty,
That my part of sky will have to wait for me to fly and embrace me.
I lie with this belief that someday I will get a chance to fly,
To spread my wings, be able to grab my Freedom, my Love.

जिउदो लास भए छु

जिउदो लास भए छु टाढा भएर तिमीबाट,
लक्ष्य के हो, कहाँ जाँदैछु थाहा छैन,
केवल चेत छ मुटुको एउटा भाग उछिट्टीएको।

माया, प्रेम के हो?
भन्छन रङ्गीन हुन्छ जीवन ,
खै कहाँ लाग्दैछ यसले मेरो जीवन

मरेतुल्य भएको छु तिमि बिना,
पाउथे खुशी र दुखमा तिम्रो साथ ,
अहिले पाउछु एक्लै अँध्यारोमा रुमलिरहेको।

Search

There are times when we seek for some company to share our happiness, grief and whatever that comes in the way of our life. I have always been in search of this one person, the one friend whom I feel secure to share all my thoughts and still throw me back with the same blow of love she/he used to. I know my search will end soon. :)

Yet another Valentine's Day without a Valentine,
Its not the question of this day,
But its about emotions, feelings.

Yet another lonely night without any company,
Its not the question of physical presence,
But its about trust, value and that soul connection.

Yet another dream wothout any characters,
Its not the question of characters,
But its about the emptyness, blankness.

All I need..

All I need...

I dont expect anything from you,
I dont need any commmitment from you,
All I need is your 'trust' in me.

I dont expect the world to walk wth me,
I dont need the people to follow me,
All I need os your priceless 'company'.

I dont expect your current work to accomplish,
I dont need stars to fall down to make a wish,
All I crave is you 'to feel like I do'.