I feel series

Those poems are wirtten in different dates and the feelings has changed with the situations and circumstances.

I feel

I feel,

Like my enjoying days are gone.

Like I am loosing myself in the crowd.

Like I am drowned in the ocean of noise.

I feel,

Like I am fade up of studying hard day and night.

Like coward to face the problems.

Like I am numb.

I feel like the way I feel.

I feel (II)

Sometimes I feel so lonely, none to share my thoughts and feelings.

Sometimes I feel my punishment is to cry until my death.

Sometimes I feel like screaming aloud so that whole world could hear it.

Sometimes I feel so scared to speak out.

Sometimes I feel so hard to take a breathe.

Sometimes I feel I am cursed that no one is willing to be with me.

Sometimes I feel so lost in the ocean of confusions.

Sometimes I feel so crazy to think about changing this world.

Sometimes I feel so foolish to write these things.

But mostly I fee like the way I feel.

Dec 15, 2005

I feel (III)

I feel so occupied nowadays.

I feel so happy from inside.

I feel everyday is getting more beautiful.

And suddenly,

I feel so frightened that I will male some mistake.

I feel so scared that I will loose you.

I feel so afraid that I will wander in darkness.

And I feel so many things,

Cause you  are my conscience,

Cause you are my soul, my life.

Jan 13, 2006

I feel (IV)

I feel,

So guilty but dint remember any mistake.

So alone though there are people who hear me.

U am locked in chains of relation and cannot free myself.

I feel,

Like hiding myself somewhere for the time being.

Like some piece of shit lingering and dojng nothing.

Like I am in hell because of those feelings.

I feel,

Like I am drowning in these thoughts.

Like I cant do anything right.

Like I am messing up my life, myself and my relations.

And I feel the way like I feel.

June 22, 2006