Those poems are wirtten in different dates and the feelings has changed with the situations and circumstances.
I feel
I feel,
Like my enjoying days are gone.
Like I am loosing myself in the crowd.
Like I am drowned in the ocean of noise.
I feel,
Like I am fade up of studying hard day and night.
Like coward to face the problems.
Like I am numb.
I feel like the way I feel.
I feel (II)
Sometimes I feel so lonely, none to share my
thoughts and feelings.
Sometimes I feel my punishment is to cry until my
death.
Sometimes I feel like screaming aloud so that whole
world could hear it.
Sometimes I feel so scared to speak out.
Sometimes I feel so hard to take a breathe.
Sometimes I feel I am cursed that no one is willing
to be with me.
Sometimes I feel so lost in the ocean of confusions.
Sometimes I feel so crazy to think about changing
this world.
Sometimes I feel so foolish to write these things.
But mostly I fee like the way I feel.
Dec 15, 2005
I feel (III)
I feel so occupied nowadays.
I feel so happy from inside.
I feel everyday is getting more beautiful.
And suddenly,
I feel so frightened that I will male some mistake.
I feel so scared that I will loose you.
I feel so afraid that I will wander in darkness.
And I feel so many things,
Cause you are
my conscience,
Cause you are my soul, my life.
Jan 13, 2006
I feel (IV)
I feel,
So guilty but dint remember any mistake.
So alone though there are people who hear me.
U am locked in chains of relation and cannot free
myself.
I feel,
Like hiding myself somewhere for the time being.
Like some piece of shit lingering and dojng nothing.
Like I am in hell because of those feelings.
I feel,
Like I am drowning in these thoughts.
Like I cant do anything right.
Like I am messing up my life, myself and my
relations.
And I feel the way like I feel.
June 22, 2006
